Current mood:

sleepy

so far random and list-like
I live in cleveland now
I need a job
life is better here so far

I am a lot more scared of new people then I ever remember being but then there were never that many in NC

I get hit with an Oh my god (the user of this statment dose not caim ownership of any deitalogical object nor suport or deny the existance, idea of existance or, organizatons devoted to the existance of any deitalogical objects, indeviduals or misc)
I actuly did it I live here

whenever my anxity and depression are at normal levels when I am mostly functional I assume the problem has gone away, this isn't good and I need to stop reading past trigger warnings

I need a bike lock
I need a a way to connect to the internet

I need to drink sooner and more desisivly but not much
I never relize how much anxity I have untill something relaxes me